LAST UPDATE:
08.12.03

 


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Barb Wire

Currently Drinking:
Mountain Dew


Contemplating:
My Own Nature


"The Prospectus" - what it is and why I need to print brochures

Okay, there goes approximately 2 hours of work on a previous rant because this is important. And yes, I know I could've saved that one, but I didn't so there. Electrons are freed to move about the cabin.

Whats this about you ask? Its about me, and the fact that under-interrogation I don't like to be. I'm sensitive about my stuff. I share alot on one subject or the other, but once I feel I've explained something, I'm not doing it again. It ticks me off. And If I think I explained something before but I really didn't, then chances are I explained it to someone else sometime and I think you should know it. Chances are, I'll point you in their direction, or here to an article on the subject.

Is it because I hate you? No, its because if I spent time explaining everything six million times a) I'd never get to the doing of said thing and b) it would change from story to story, and you'd all have a different version that just makes no freaking sense.... much like the cheat. And then one or two of you would get details I thought I'd mentioned to the others and you'd say you didn't and then that would just renew the cycle. Screw that.

Am I pissed at anyone in particular? No. Is this article a direct corrolation to anything any one person said/did? No. This is just one of the chief reasons I stepped down as XO. I got really tired of explaining "the plan" sixteen billion times or having to wait until the plan hashed out. I was the goer, the doer, the hanger-on that would prod others on as necessary... not the waiter-a-around. Not the lets wait and see type. This is probably chiefly why I hate my job IRL. No where to go, no place to explore. Wait for the people to come to me. Y'know, I think this has been quite cathartic... Now I know why I hate my job. At least when I was tethered to a computer, I could surf to hawaii or something at least.

Anyway, back to the fray ;) Next Article to be less blunt and more encompassing.

-Lourdes



(c 2003, Lourdes C., Recreation Dept., Medical Division, USS Avenger NCC-1860)

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