Sorry about the last post...I'm just frustrated. But then, this frustration has given me focus and determination. I see a future worth having. And it's worth working for. I can't do anything about YESTERDAY, and worrying about it (or tomorrow) only wastes the gift of TODAY.

I have got to be strong. I have got to see this through. I am going to miss you guys at Shore Leave, and I have missed all of you at the other events I have missed so far.

Please know that I am working toward a tomorrow worth having, and one day....we can have a party at my NEW house! That's my true goal. To have a movie party. To have a studio to make my art in. To travel.

And most of all to share with all of you.

You, my friends, are what makes the efforts worth making!!!

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-posted by CMDR Patrick Barnes at 10:40 PM